Where have I been!?!?!?

I wish I had some great excuse for where I have been or what I have been up to lately. To be honest, life is just kicking my ass. Between the kids going back to school, trying to figure out if I want/need to change jobs, and overall just life in general I am worn out. I used to be able to post from work, but even that has gotten to the point that I can’t do that anymore because they have cut off access to the internet for only business related items. Which I can understand, but WTF….I mean I spend half my day bored and the only thing that kept me in the chair was knowing that I had the internet to browse or the ability to post a blog entry or two. Anyway, by the time I get home in the evening I just don’t want to get on the computer. Besides that between both of my kids, there is just not time for me to get online.

As an FYI, I have started seeing a therapist again. My ex has officially filed for custody of the kids stating that I don’t give him enough time with them. My lawyer and I have determined that this pretty much has more to do with the fact that he is in debt up to his eyeballs and needs me to pay him child support than him really wanting the kids. As for now, things are staying the same as they have been, but I’m sure a huge court fight and such is in order. Pray for my sanity because I don’t know how I would handle it if I didn’t have a place to go and vent my feelings.

Another thing that has happened is that I barely learned that my oldest daughter is failing in her math class. She is in sixth grade this year and we have been struggling to get her to a passing grade. In talks with the teacher and principle it has been learned that she is now at a 73% which is a C average, but I know she can do better than that. I am hoping to get on the ball with her regarding math and a few other things.

My job sucks. I am currently working to get the heck out of here. I just can’t take things anymore. My boss seems to think I am the backup to the receptionist. Yes, I went ot school for four years and graduate school for two to be able to go get lunch and do banking runs….I DON”T THINK SO! I have had a couple of good interviews with a couple of good companies, but I can’t get out of here fast enough. I did have a job offer a week or so ago, but turned it down because they wanted fifty percent travel commitment…I have two kids I can’t do that.

Let’s see what else….oh my therapist said that I needed to start blogging again. She says that it is the equivalent to an online diary. She wants me to blog about my life and then print off the entries so that we can “examine” them together. Again this is a WTF moment, but I’ll do it. If it keeps me sane I’ll do it. I guess that inside of these entries is supposed to be some meaningful life lesson that I am just not getting.

Anyway, I have been visiting all the blogs on a daily basis. I just haven’t had a chance to comment or not made the chance I guess. I just need to sit down and take the time to get over myself and comment on some of the entries that have been posted. Just know that if you are in my side bar or have emailed me recently I am here and well….just haven’t commented is all.

As far as the fall line up on TV is concerned is anyone else as disappointed as I am with the line-up. In addition, why the hell should I watch it on the next work TV when I can watch Brothers & Sisters, Desperate Housewives and Greys Anatomy all online with only like 5 commercials???? I can not think of a good reason. Top Chef is over this Wednesday and I have grown to love this seasons chefs. I will be so sad to see them go. Project Runway doesn’t start until November….I know Queer Eye is back, but I don’t know if it will be as good as before….and this is their last season.

Oh well, guess life doesn’t have to revolve around TV….but it sure passes the time…LOL.

Have a great rest of the week….I’ll be back more often…Promise!